Dear God
निकलना खुल्द से
आदम का सुनते आए हैं लेकिन
बहुत बेआबरू होकर
तेरे कूचे से हम निकले।
Sample this:
The sound of shattered
glass filled the silent night and to my utter horror I saw the window glass of
his car break into pieces. No one would believe that what happened was
unintentional. I just threw something without caring for where it was landing. It
unfortunately landed inside his car and I had to ask him to retrieve it. Needless
to say; he was furious. He still is.
But you know what? He deserved
it.
I don’t know if this is
the last straw. I don’t know if we can overcome this ever. I don’t know if what
I did was right or wrong. I don’t know if I we would ever be able to forgive
each other. All I know is we have once again drifted apart.
Everything which happened
last night is still afresh in my mind. The day was after all extraordinary! In
a surprise move of solidarity, I decided to extend the olive branch to my
archenemy. I just thought of the long and difficult time I had to spend alone
and decided she need not do the same. All was well till the time I decided to honor her invitation and go to her home in the evening. Big mistake!!
I went in good faith and
I have come back with a wound so deep, it will never heal. I will never forget
the humiliation meted out to me and the way things turned out. I went to show some
support and assure her that she is never alone in her struggles. But what I got
in return is unexpected and unimaginable cruelty.
I would have silently endured
the derogatory and humiliating treatment meted out to me. I would have walked
out quietly and once again shed some silent tears in the privacy of my house. Instead
I ended up confronting the person in question. My defiance had surfaced, I refused
to be treated like this for no fault of mine.
For the first time in
my life, I said a loud and clear “No” to something. I raised my voice and had
talked back. I fought tooth and nail against the shabby treatment I was being
subjected to. I was hurting like hell on the inside and then this happened. I
know she enjoyed the show!
PS: So much for friendship, eh. I was better off
alone.
