The Girl who has it all

THE PAST:

Dear love

‘You are the best thing to ever happen to me. Or ever will. Smart, beautiful,compatible and successful. I had you, you loved me. And what did I do with it, nothing.’

-      Courtesy, Chetan Bhagat in One Indian Girl

Was it you who said those words to me? Was it really you who said those words to me!! You are one heck of a formidable foe, I must say. I am shocked at the level you can stoop to. The things I told you about myself, the things I wanted to clear before starting this journey with you, the things I told you because you wanted to know…today you twisted them all in a macabre tale of deceit, conspiracy and questionable intentions.  My only fault is to love you unconditionally and completely. There is nothing else I have done in the years when we were together. All I thought of was to make you comfortable, set you free. Create moments of joy and love for you and let you be. Did I ever ask you about your past? Or if I did, I believed what you told me. I believed you when you said you love me. I believed you when you said we are together forever. You were the one who set the rules here. I only followed what you said. Today in return of all my devotion, false accusations are what I get. The way you see me now, is not what I am. The way you are now and the way I thought you were are totally different. But today I end this with these legendary words:

‘If you let one stupid prick ruin your life, you’re not the girl I thought you were.’

-      Adapted from Legally Blonde

PS: I forgive you as I have always done.

Still love you baby, always have. Always will…

THE PRESENT:

I am the girl who has it all. I am so grateful and glad God for being me. I am not my past, present and future – Just me. I am strong and easily get up if I fall or stoop to the level of other people. I am absolutely clear about what I want from life and leave no stone unturned to get it. I welcome everything that comes my way with open arms, I love change and I love the way it transforms me every time. I welcome warmly all the people who chose to walk with me in my journey and I easily let go those who want to walk away. I have the ability to forgive both me and other people if we make mistake. ‘Being unconditionally in love with life’ is my only trait. Its love which makes me gets up in the morning with so much joy and pleasure. Its love which makes me do so well professionally, personally and in all walks of life. I love success and so it comes to me effortlessly and repeatedly. I love pleasure and take pleasure in the small joys of life. I can enjoy a cup of tea at home and the gourmet meal at the five star joint with equal fervor. I don’t dream of moonlit nights on the beach, I be there. I don’t dream of a knight in shining armor on a white horse, I am the knight and I drive my own horse ( Or vehicle for that matter!). I love to have new experiences in life with my own way of looking at it. The world is mesmerized by my vision and thoughts. I am purity personified. I welcome the love, light and joy which keep touching me time and again in ways unimaginable. I look up to God and feel incredibly blessed for I have it all.

Disclaimer: The story I share with you all today; may or may not be true. For as a writer I am certainly influenced by what I see around me. At the same time, I retain what I call and known as artistic liberty.