Dear God
Sample this:
I came from a really long break home and was greeted with a relieving order
which was shoddy to say the least. ‘We are not giving you a farewell you see. I
don’t think this is a happy occasion.’ Sheepishly, not meeting my eyes my
immediate boss said. Ha to maine bhi bol diya ‘Mai farewell tabhi lungi jab
mai akhri baar company chhodungi.’ It is not about the farewell you see.
The establishment here lost me a long time back when they failed to value a
flexible, dead honest, intelligent worker. Still I look at my circumstances and
cannot accept the fact that I am being relocated multiple times. I refuse to
accept this blatant disregard to my security and well-being, God.
There is a lot of hue and cry about my obstinacy in the company. I say,
Hell Ya!! I am obstinate but for all the right reasons. All I need is
immaculately followed procedures and transparent practices. When you are
swimming against the tide, the tide is not your biggest enemy. Your true
enemies are the onlookers on the shore shouting on the top of their voices ‘Tumse
na ho payega’
Hum kehte hain kaise nahin hoga! FUCK YOU…I want to shout back.
God, only You know my journey so far. My life has never been a bed of roses
but this custom-made bed of worries, misunderstandings, ridicule, false
allegations etc is going to give me sleepless nights for ages to come.
So what now? Should I as they say ‘soldier on’ and foray on the path of
isolation or should I just jam my leg in the door on the way out and say ‘I ain’t
moving.’ As of now my family and friends are perplexed at this new development.
I can read this in their eyes ‘Why always you?’ Why always me?
You tell me why because You made me the way I am. This obstinate, straight
forward, stubborn yet honest daughter of Yours now places everything in front
of You for showing me the correct path to take. Guide me with Your light God
for suddenly it is so dark now.
And as far as the farewell is concerned “ACKKKKK THOOOOOOOO” There! It is
now taken care of.
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