Dear God
Sample this :
Hi! My name is Bhavana ‘Nothing seems to work anymore’ Sagar.
NOTHING SEEMS TO WORK seems to be my middle name these days God.
Thank You for a birthday surrounded by friends and family. Actually, just
dad and a few children and an amazing evening with two of my besties. A welcome
surprise which I arranged for myself as always. Work issues are yet to be
resolved and so far, nothing seems to work. I am not so sure how to go about
achieving what I want. This is an unexpected setback in my otherwise mundane
life.
It is amazing how we go about life assuming everything will always be as it
is now and Wham!! In my case double WHAM if you count whatever I have in the name
of a relationship. Sometimes in life we have to pull the plug on something
which is not working out anyhow.
The funny thing is when I do so someone is always there to re-block it and
not let me escape. I have been through so many permutations combinations for a
solution that I no longer know what I need to do anymore.
What the fuck do these people even want? What the heck do I need to do? Aside
for post mortem of my situations and deep endless criticism of my ways (!) I
have so far achieved nothing.
It is one of your Christmas miracles that I still have my sanity and my
sense of humour intact. Otherwise, I would be one grumpy little bag of mean
remarks. Thank You for that too. In the immortal words of Jahangir Khan from
Dear Zindagi ‘Sirf difficult option option nhi hota hai. Kabhi kabhi easy
option bhi option hota hai kyunki wo easy hai.’
Tell me one thing God… Why do I always land in soups no matter how far I
take myself. No one has any idea of my journey yet everyone seems to know my
destination.
Leaving it to You has so far never yielded any solutions God.
Please get me out of this soup that my life has become. I want a fresh
start, a new beginning and just bid adieu to all this rotting hell.
