Dearest God
So my past life crimes have caught up to me...and
that perhaps is the reason for all my predicament. Hmm...I see. Is it really
that simple God? One life going so well no matter what they do ..and one down
in the gutters. Only because of the past life. What happened to bygones be
bygones? Or perhaps giving every single soul a chance to repent and reform. No
such chance...eh. So only because of my past life I am suffering in this one?
If this rings true, does it mean I have to stop all efforts to overcome my
troubles. Give up the struggle and just passively face whatever fresh hell is
in store for me? Or does it mean rely on fate with folded hands and just hope
that everything will eventually be better as soon as the past is avenged!
No God, a big fat and firm NO!!!!!
Any karma good or bad should be avenged in
the same life itself; no matter how grave the crime is. Nah? Otherwise I might
lose interest in doing good…
My book of deeds is full of selfless acts and yet
time and again I suffer!!
And then I think! ‘To each their own’ Even though
my life is difficult and full of struggles, I am here for giving it my best
shot. So many people do not have what I do. Ergo more power to me and You too.
You know what? I don’t care what my past life
was, I have this one and it is enough. No matter why I am suffering today, I am
sure I will make things better by my constant efforts. Till date, only my hard
work kept me afloat and even now, it is this which will help me sail through.
I know I am taking a very big risk by doing this
God. This risk though, is better than doing nothing.
This past life thing is nothing but a lame excuse
per say. For those who are too tired or lazy to change their life. For those
who are powerless and cannot stop people from taking opportunities to exploit
their power, position, money etc.
So no matter what everyone says or does, I am
here putting in my best efforts. Coz God, I have no room for self doubt.
Absolutely none.
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